September 2009
1 post
“…and that’s the owl at the avenues crossing, one minute from my...”
– FofiƱyu
Sep 21st
February 2009
5 posts
stuckup bitch
Due to a failure with my go-to public transportation commute home, today I decided to walk to another station to get home more quickly. This requires a 10 minute detour, and althought not as convenient as sitting on a bus seat inside from the cold, I do not mind it too much. Two minutes into my journey I get The Knife’s song “Hearbeats” in my head. Seeing as the sky was dark and...
Feb 27th
NSFW Fridays (AIM @ 12:41:49 AM)
ME: whats new with you
FRIEND: i just got home and i'm about to go to bed
FRIEND: you are a freak though
FRIEND: don't ever change
ME: be nice
ME: i'm a good freak
ME: not an evil freak
FRIEND: yea that was implied
ME: okayyyyyy
FRIEND: yea
FRIEND: tell me something nsfw before bed
ME: ew no!
FRIEND: fine (Offline at 12:45:43 AM)
Feb 23rd
biting jealousy
I arrive at preschool one morning and my best friend is having a pretend wedding with some girl I don’t know at all. My best friend was wearing a white turtleneck and a veil while the other girl was dressed like someone who was taking my best friend away from me. In anger and confused jealousy, I bite the other girl. I’m taken aside by one of my preschool teachers, who sits me down...
Feb 20th
toots
My favorite boy had just caught the train to the airport after visiting for a long weekend and I was walking up the sidewalk to my apartment. I washed my hair for the first time in a few days earlier that afternoon, but had left all post-hair-wash cosmetic responsibilities aside to make room for my post-favorite-boy wallowing. This left me approaching the outdoors with a plain face and a beanie...
Feb 20th
he'd buy my drawings
I went to the park this weekend to sit around with some friends and enjoy the nice whether. While they engaged in a Scrabble game, I worked in my sketchbook on nothing particularly mentionable. I felt some eyes peering over from behind me, so I glanced over my shoulder to find a tall man in a heavy sweater. Our eyes met, I gave him a reflexive smirk, but quickly returned to drawing. A few moments...
Feb 4th
January 2009
3 posts
conveniently forgetful
I first started drinking when I was a junior in high school. My first drink was a bottle of Red Hook beer, which as I recall left me giddy and euphoric as a drunk junior in high school. I hugged the boy I had a crush on, and I decided that drinking before you turned 21 was okay. The second or third party I went to was at a popular girl’s house. All of the cool people were there, but I...
Jan 26th
2 notes
art store people are all attractive
I went to the art store near my house for the first time this weekend. Everyone there was young looking and attractive and looking for art supplies. A strapping man and his Asian girlfriend with the perfect haircut were pawing at the discounted items, while a springy store clerk with sideburns and thick rimmed glasses hiding bright brown eyes stacked the stationary papers with no trouble. Every...
Jan 26th
first boyfriend
I was four and my boyfriend was a Chinese boy. I met him on the playground and he went to my daycare, so it was convenient. While the other kids were cutting felt and construction paper, we would ride our big wheels through the back yard. First we would stop at the forbidden flower bush where no one was allowed to pick the flowers. My boyfriend would find the best looking flowers that had fallen...
Jan 26th